说不清,道不明

It’s really hard to say sometimes.Life is so hard and hard to continue.But we never know
When love is shared,you could be like me,all the time take care of that one,the one you thought should also take care of you,understand you,know you well and with a wide mind and gentle to keep company with you going through all that life.Sometimes I want to record all the words we had in our conversations because they are so phylosaphy and nice and elegent and so true and sad and worth continuing.All that moments need being treasured that Nicethers is a stupid guy, even Qian is.All who give up life is.
When the two hands of two people could hold together,there’re also some different possibilities.Or one holds another Or they hold each-others’.They are totally different.If it’s the first case,I feel very sorry for the one who hold the hand of the other’s;Mais maybe it’s better to feel sorry for the other one,because it’s so great a pity that he or she can’t feel the so lovely love the one set for him or her.SO great a pity it is.
It also,could be so long that two person accept each other with understanding and forgiveness the most of time.You might be influenced by the other,you kiss together and even more,tearing together.But still,every confusion continuing,growing and canceled and reappear.You do all you can,kill a part of you to do all efforts to comfort the one you suppose the half part you share,so,it’s obviously it’s the reason that life is bitter most of the time.
When you are in such moments, yes, it’s true.But at the end,it’s not like that.
I invite you all,we together,to appreciate them all.After all waving emotions,calmly appreciating all.They exist,they do a meaning for themselves,they alive,they lead lifes vividly,all life is marvalous.Some of them are ugly for you maybe,boring,discusting,silly or more more over.But surely surely I am,they are loved by someone,that’s why they moving with the universe until they reach their time,whether willingly or not.
When a friend say hello to you,when your pussy feels lightening all over,when you smile with all your tears full of your heart and whole,how could sb. say that you are not the most beautiful person,only for that short short moment even though.My dears,love is a so necessary and difficile thing for the nature,especially true true real love to those particularly so rare people.So few,but I insist.Could you see my eyes,my dear?
我没有看见一片飘飞的落叶,但我瑟瑟地陷入整个秋天。——十月十五(农历)
家里的小男孩决定中途退场,虽然我在开场时就已料到,虽然我已经莫名其妙地high了一点有了久久的招牌笑容,但我还是隐隐地难受。就像爬山虎完全不管墙壁的感受而张牙舞爪却可以引起青春的某些悸动感动,同样的,我的小男孩让我无法把家字放在中间。
颈间的温暖就和所有液体一样会最终冷却,泪水会像回潮一样蓬勃汹涌。我对着那个孩子,却只能控制哭泣,正如幼时可爱的眼泪被父亲的威胁着高举的巴掌禁止一样。我是一个如此容易受到惊吓的孩子,伤口表面愈合了,但事实上裂痕一直延续到地心深处,永远貌似愈合的伤疤总有些时候会像这回潮的决堤的泪一样,依稀带着血的味道。
我不想带着任何怜悯的气息,但确实曾经有那么一瞬我游疑是否还会有我的小女孩,因为光光用真心体验这个活着的世界已经很困难,何况她出生时很可能被人造的灰溜溜的东西包围。
我常常觉得对人生已经认识清楚啦,就像看一棵深秋的青菜似的。但事实总是差强人意,我的意思是:如标题所言,长久的是说不清、道不明的。有那么多那么多的人做着他们的工作,但无法想像即使他们有时间,他们是否仍有思考的能力。思考些类似为什么这个那个之类的问题,可惜我没有办法想象;比如那些仿太阳灯下惨白光片里的建筑工人们,他们的脸上挂着笑容,他们十几个人拖着粗大的地下电缆走过柏油大道,那像蛇一样的管子和所有的施工地里所有材料工具们一起,构成了他们人生、最起码是壮年人生的全部可触内容。怎么可能去想象呢?但他们也有家庭,有妻子,孩子,父母,家乡。即使有争吵,有欺骗,有失望,有落魄,但是那都是爱构成的美好的幻想啊!那是全部的意义吗?只有我这种傻瓜去思考政府为什么建这个?有多少人因为这个而失去曾经的回忆的依存。
我会一直固执己见下去,人会因为爱而痛苦但继续生活下去。是的,生活,不仅仅是生存。
长满洞的高楼不会在灰色中消失,但总有自然的星光躲在璀璨霓虹中窥探。双眼可以一而再、再而三地红肿,但只要依然有那么几许人继续着你手心的温暖,心的温暖,眼睛的温暖。你会微笑的吧:)
很抱歉,这篇文章从某种程度上来说有些过了,忧伤过度了,它说了一些有关继续的事。但我仍旧相信辅携相佐的日子总会更甜蜜。趁还跑得动,多去体验些精彩的事,想想这个苍穹,这地宇,这水。鼻子叹了口气,说:嘴角上扬,自然微笑咯。
Whenever you are sad,it’s common,just to look into the eyes of the one in love for you,and to be,together.

以后修炼高级了,可以平坦地叙述些事情,好似它们只是发生了,你并没有卷进去,而事实上,你已深深地住在里面了。

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2 Responses to 说不清,道不明

  1. says:

         没有经历过爱情的人生是不完整的,没有经历过痛苦的爱情是不深刻的。爱情使人生丰富,痛苦使爱情升华。    
         而只要你活着就会碰到最糟糕的日子,但是也会有最好的时侯.那就是人生.     >@^_^@<

  2. y says:

    Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you are gonna get!
    这样生活才精彩嘛

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